https://onlinecommunity.cancercouncil.com.au/t5/Coping-with-a-loved-one-s-cancer/New-to-forum-scared-to-death-Throat-cancer/m-p/11041#M2855 Hi, I've just found this forum after reading a cancer council booklet. My darling daddy has just been told he has terminal throat cancer. I was coping for about a day and came home and fell in a heap. I'm not ready to lose him, I'm trying to stay strong for the family as I've always been the fixer in the family but I can't fix this. I'm scared of how much pain he is in, what is going to happen, I just can't bare the thought he will suffer but I know with this cancer he most certainly will. I have so many things running through my head. I'm scared, lost, angry. Reading these forums, I know I am not alone in my fear and pain but that doesn't make it any easier. Thu, 21 Mar 2013 07:42:37 GMT Roni 2013-03-21T07:42:37Z https://onlinecommunity.cancercouncil.com.au/t5/Coping-with-a-loved-one-s-cancer/New-to-forum-scared-to-death-Throat-cancer/m-p/11041#M2855 Hi, I've just found this forum after reading a cancer council booklet. My darling daddy has just been told he has terminal throat cancer. I was coping for about a day and came home and fell in a heap. I'm not ready to lose him, I'm trying to stay strong for the family as I've always been the fixer in the family but I can't fix this. I'm scared of how much pain he is in, what is going to happen, I just can't bare the thought he will suffer but I know with this cancer he most certainly will. I have so many things running through my head. I'm scared, lost, angry. Reading these forums, I know I am not alone in my fear and pain but that doesn't make it any easier. Thu, 21 Mar 2013 07:42:37 GMT https://onlinecommunity.cancercouncil.com.au/t5/Coping-with-a-loved-one-s-cancer/New-to-forum-scared-to-death-Throat-cancer/m-p/11041#M2855 Roni 2013-03-21T07:42:37Z https://onlinecommunity.cancercouncil.com.au/t5/Coping-with-a-loved-one-s-cancer/New-to-forum-scared-to-death-Throat-cancer/m-p/11042#M2856 Hi Roni I have had a head and neck cancer and happy to talk to you if you need a shoulder. Sorry to hear about your dad and sending you gentle hugs. Julie Thu, 21 Mar 2013 11:59:17 GMT https://onlinecommunity.cancercouncil.com.au/t5/Coping-with-a-loved-one-s-cancer/New-to-forum-scared-to-death-Throat-cancer/m-p/11042#M2856 Jules2 2013-03-21T11:59:17Z https://onlinecommunity.cancercouncil.com.au/t5/Coping-with-a-loved-one-s-cancer/New-to-forum-scared-to-death-Throat-cancer/m-p/11043#M2857 I feel your pain, my darling father also had throat cancer, please msg me if you need to chat, I am here for you xxx Sat, 23 Mar 2013 12:35:18 GMT https://onlinecommunity.cancercouncil.com.au/t5/Coping-with-a-loved-one-s-cancer/New-to-forum-scared-to-death-Throat-cancer/m-p/11043#M2857 Sunshine006au 2013-03-23T12:35:18Z