https://onlinecommunity.cancercouncil.com.au/t5/Expressive-Writing/Fuck-Cancer/m-p/35846#M64 <P>Fuck cancer Fuck cancer Fuck cancer</P><P>&nbsp;</P><P>a week ago they said dad was cancer free,&nbsp;</P><P>we celebrated for a life we’d be able to live,</P><P>I cheered as I thought he’d be able to see my baby grow up and get married, and now it’s gone.</P><P>He won’t live to see his grandkids grown up.&nbsp;<BR />He won’t be able to see his young daughters become adults. I’m so scared for my dad. He taught me everything. I can’t accept this and it’s eating me up.&nbsp;<BR /><BR /></P><P>today they said its going to worsen, they took half his lung out and removed the cancer a month ago.&nbsp;<BR />Today they said it will spread and he will not live past 50. I just lost my Papa, I can’t lose my dad too.&nbsp;<BR /><BR /></P><P>two important men in my life. im scared. im not only scared for him im scared for my mother. <span class="lia-unicode-emoji" title=":crying_face:">😢</span></P><P>he is her entire world. i can’t see her being fine without him.&nbsp;<BR /><BR /></P><P>i dont wanna accept this. I’m trying to hold myself together for my daughter but I’m crumbling and I have nobody</P> Thu, 08 Oct 2020 13:37:35 GMT jordynlei 2020-10-08T13:37:35Z https://onlinecommunity.cancercouncil.com.au/t5/Expressive-Writing/Fuck-Cancer/m-p/35846#M64 <P>Fuck cancer Fuck cancer Fuck cancer</P><P>&nbsp;</P><P>a week ago they said dad was cancer free,&nbsp;</P><P>we celebrated for a life we’d be able to live,</P><P>I cheered as I thought he’d be able to see my baby grow up and get married, and now it’s gone.</P><P>He won’t live to see his grandkids grown up.&nbsp;<BR />He won’t be able to see his young daughters become adults. I’m so scared for my dad. He taught me everything. I can’t accept this and it’s eating me up.&nbsp;<BR /><BR /></P><P>today they said its going to worsen, they took half his lung out and removed the cancer a month ago.&nbsp;<BR />Today they said it will spread and he will not live past 50. I just lost my Papa, I can’t lose my dad too.&nbsp;<BR /><BR /></P><P>two important men in my life. im scared. im not only scared for him im scared for my mother. <span class="lia-unicode-emoji" title=":crying_face:">😢</span></P><P>he is her entire world. i can’t see her being fine without him.&nbsp;<BR /><BR /></P><P>i dont wanna accept this. I’m trying to hold myself together for my daughter but I’m crumbling and I have nobody</P> Thu, 08 Oct 2020 13:37:35 GMT https://onlinecommunity.cancercouncil.com.au/t5/Expressive-Writing/Fuck-Cancer/m-p/35846#M64 jordynlei 2020-10-08T13:37:35Z