topic Living with an angel in Grief and loss https://onlinecommunity.cancercouncil.com.au/t5/Grief-and-loss/Living-with-an-angel/m-p/36022#M603 <P>My beautiful partner Stephen passed away due to pancreatic on the 17th of October at 5pm. It has been extremely hard for me. I have only left the house three times since his passing, to go to see the funeral directors, to go to a special place and then to his memorial and scattering of his ashes. I haven't left the house since his memorial. I am finding it very hard and I haven't driven our car since his passing.&nbsp;</P> Tue, 27 Oct 2020 09:06:15 GMT Angel1 2020-10-27T09:06:15Z Living with an angel https://onlinecommunity.cancercouncil.com.au/t5/Grief-and-loss/Living-with-an-angel/m-p/36022#M603 <P>My beautiful partner Stephen passed away due to pancreatic on the 17th of October at 5pm. It has been extremely hard for me. I have only left the house three times since his passing, to go to see the funeral directors, to go to a special place and then to his memorial and scattering of his ashes. I haven't left the house since his memorial. I am finding it very hard and I haven't driven our car since his passing.&nbsp;</P> Tue, 27 Oct 2020 09:06:15 GMT https://onlinecommunity.cancercouncil.com.au/t5/Grief-and-loss/Living-with-an-angel/m-p/36022#M603 Angel1 2020-10-27T09:06:15Z Re: Living with an angel https://onlinecommunity.cancercouncil.com.au/t5/Grief-and-loss/Living-with-an-angel/m-p/36093#M612 <P>I'm sorry to hear you're having trouble, you may wish to look up a Grief/Bereavement Counselor in your city/region - maybe someone to check-in with weekly/fortnightly?&nbsp;</P><P>&nbsp;</P><P>They could help you process the grief but also give you support for moving forward and being able to feel OK with leaving the house, developing social activities etc.</P><P>&nbsp;</P><P>I empathise as I've had some pre-Grief with a family member dealing with cancer treatment right now.&nbsp;</P><P>&nbsp;</P><P>Best wishes and take care - CMS2020</P> Thu, 05 Nov 2020 07:32:03 GMT https://onlinecommunity.cancercouncil.com.au/t5/Grief-and-loss/Living-with-an-angel/m-p/36093#M612 CMS2020 2020-11-05T07:32:03Z