https://onlinecommunity.cancercouncil.com.au/t5/Living-with-cancer/return-of-the-devil/m-p/365#M491 Radiation killed a secondary in my larynx 6 months ago but today a scan shows enlarged paratracheal lymph nodes.  It seems to be spreading.  Frankly I'm getting abit sick of the whole business.  Sorry to bother you all Mark Mon, 16 Feb 2009 03:24:19 GMT 2009-02-16T03:24:19Z https://onlinecommunity.cancercouncil.com.au/t5/Living-with-cancer/return-of-the-devil/m-p/365#M491 Radiation killed a secondary in my larynx 6 months ago but today a scan shows enlarged paratracheal lymph nodes.  It seems to be spreading.  Frankly I'm getting abit sick of the whole business.  Sorry to bother you all Mark Mon, 16 Feb 2009 03:24:19 GMT https://onlinecommunity.cancercouncil.com.au/t5/Living-with-cancer/return-of-the-devil/m-p/365#M491 2009-02-16T03:24:19Z https://onlinecommunity.cancercouncil.com.au/t5/Living-with-cancer/return-of-the-devil/m-p/366#M492 Hi Mark, this is my first post ...I'm only a carer so don't know how you are feeling right now but please keep thinking positive.Pat( doreen) Mon, 16 Feb 2009 03:25:19 GMT https://onlinecommunity.cancercouncil.com.au/t5/Living-with-cancer/return-of-the-devil/m-p/366#M492 doreen 2009-02-16T03:25:19Z https://onlinecommunity.cancercouncil.com.au/t5/Living-with-cancer/return-of-the-devil/m-p/367#M493 Hi Mark, Can understand and empathize with your current situation. Hang in there, this little catch cry I used to to repeat to myself over and over again. 'Be strong (of mind), live long, don't let the 'bstd' win. Major help in getting me through and still use it today. Hope for you Mazza Mon, 16 Feb 2009 03:26:19 GMT https://onlinecommunity.cancercouncil.com.au/t5/Living-with-cancer/return-of-the-devil/m-p/367#M493 mazza 2009-02-16T03:26:19Z https://onlinecommunity.cancercouncil.com.au/t5/Living-with-cancer/return-of-the-devil/m-p/368#M494 Hi Mark, I don't know you and can only imagine the extreme frustration and disappointment you must be experiencing at present. I do not have Cancer, and care for my husband who does, and have watched his face each time we have been delivered the news that the disease has spread. Take care and try to find some way of expressing your feelings and frustration. Good luck with everything. Mon, 16 Feb 2009 03:27:19 GMT https://onlinecommunity.cancercouncil.com.au/t5/Living-with-cancer/return-of-the-devil/m-p/368#M494 Sharon55 2009-02-16T03:27:19Z https://onlinecommunity.cancercouncil.com.au/t5/Living-with-cancer/return-of-the-devil/m-p/369#M495 this kind of news may still be ahead for me, so even thinking about it is tough. You must be going through hell. But I can only say, youre here, you still have hope. Hang on to that and do what you must, because like all of us, its also for our families and friends.     Mon, 16 Feb 2009 03:28:19 GMT https://onlinecommunity.cancercouncil.com.au/t5/Living-with-cancer/return-of-the-devil/m-p/369#M495 Quijote 2009-02-16T03:28:19Z