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Re: But wait...

chrishayward — Tue, 22 Jan 2019 21:30:39 GMT

My favourite saying “Never Give Up, Never Surrender” take one day at a time, the light gets brighter as you travel through the tunnel

Re: Why?

Marjorie — Sun, 20 Jan 2019 23:28:44 GMT

Thanks for your comments. My Mum used to say "Y's a crooked letter and Z's no better" I'm guiltly of saying it myself. I love the 'do what you can do, tomorrow is another adventure.' All the best. Marjorie

Re: Why?

chrishayward — Sun, 20 Jan 2019 22:08:18 GMT

Hi Margorie, I have often thought of the WHY, I was diagnosed with stage 3c Ovarian Cancer 5:5 years ago, I have been given the green all clear light, like you I had become friends with many of the women fighting this cancer and over the years slowly hearing the numbers dwindling., they were all gorgeous souls,may they Rest In Peace. I don’t know why I’m still here, like you and others but I haven’t wasted that time. I do a lot of voluntary work one is talking to other women going through OC helping alleviate their fears and just being there, I also joined our local SES which has so many avenues open, I now work part time doing my husbands book etc, I’m quite content to stay in my beautiful tranquil home, garden, play & walk my very active pup together with and all the other duties that go with running a home. We now travel a bit more, I am thankful everyday I’m still here, at time my body aches from the effects left by the chemo, but I can live with that, I remember an old saying about WHY “because it’s a crooked letter and can’t be straightened” . One thing I have learnt is to be kind to yourself . Do what you can do, tomorrow is another adventure.

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May first post, I'm nervous.
'Why? Why did I get cancer? Why have I survived. (So far). Is it because there are more things I need to do? Why me, why did I survive (Merkal skin Cancer) when my neighbour died from the same cancer? She was a beautiful soul. I ask the Universe these questions frequently. Maybe the answer will come one day, maybe not. I will keep searching. Thankyou for reading, Marjorie.

Re: But wait...

Trishjam1 — Sun, 20 Jan 2019 21:48:50 GMT

Even when you think ‘l can’t do this anymore’ you know you have to keep going ... never give up

Re: Why?

Megan — Sun, 20 Jan 2019 10:02:37 GMT

Thank you.

Re: Why?

Marjorie — Sat, 19 Jan 2019 22:52:46 GMT

Hi Megan, I never thought of karma, good point. Getting cancer was a huge wake up call for me. I'm more aware of looking after myself and contemplating the meaning of life. All the best as you travel your journey. Cheers, Marjorie.

Re: Why?

Megan — Sat, 19 Jan 2019 15:31:02 GMT

I ask the same question - why? Is it some kind of karma coming back?
I hope you continue to be cancer free.

Re: Why?

Marjorie — Thu, 29 Nov 2018 10:20:33 GMT

Thanks for your comments. Yes, I agree about serving other people as well as looking after oneself. I'm writing my life story and if I ever get around to publishing it I hope it will help someone on their journey. All the best. Marjorie

Re: Why?

annainsydney — Wed, 31 Oct 2018 13:56:00 GMT

Hi, I recently celebrated my 9th year in remission post treatment from stage 2b double primary ovarian & uterine ca, but I still could very much relate to that feeling of “survivor’s guilt”. While I’ve lost 3 of my chemo classmates/close friends (and might be losing another soon as she struggles through a recurrence & spread), I’m here and alive. I’m deeply sorry for others, but at the same time, I’m also filled with gratitude. For me, it was a very humbling journey and it would be a waste if I don’t make the most of my “bonus round” in this borrowed life. I realised that my purpose is not just to live for oneself, but more for others ~ serving in any way I can and encouraging hope are making my new life more meaningful.

Re: But wait...

Steven — Tue, 30 Oct 2018 01:17:16 GMT

Exactly Marjorie never give up

But wait...

Marjorie — Mon, 29 Oct 2018 02:26:24 GMT

I am in a dark place. I cannot see, there is ghostly silence.

But wait...did I feel a slight breeze upon my cheek, a whisper in my ear, "Don't give up." Is that you God? It's so dark in here, I cannot see.

But wait... there is a dim light ahead. Look! it is getting brighter, I hear birds singing.

I will not give up, God.

Re: Why?

Marjorie — Sat, 27 Oct 2018 23:08:56 GMT

Thanks for the welcome, Steven.

I like your ideas, especially revisiting your favourite childhood places. Enjoy your journey.

I've started writing my memoir and will be looking for any themes which may help.

Cheers, Marjorie.

Re: Why?

Steven — Wed, 24 Oct 2018 13:59:38 GMT

Hi Marjorie, firstly a huge welcome to our group.

A very good question indeed and one which I too have asked and continue too ask.as I continue on my journey as I call it.

After my episodes with Malignant Solitary Fibrous Tumours, I have not been able to find an answer, I think maybe I have a purpose to fulfil which as yet is undefined and yet to be clearly revealed.

Keep asking your questions Marjorie, look for reasons and in the meantime enjoy each and every moment you have been given as each one is precious.

For me it is time I get to spend with loved ones, my friends, gardening, writing, exploring places I haven’t seen, revisiting my childhood favourite places, rekindling old friendships building new ones, there is just so much to see and do. I have been giving this time and I am using it as best I can.

You are not alone.

Warm regards Steven

Why?

Marjorie — Wed, 24 Oct 2018 01:04:09 GMT

May first post, I'm nervous.

'Why? Why did I get cancer? Why have I survived. (So far). Is it because there are more things I need to do? Why me, why did I survive (Merkal skin Cancer) when my neighbour died from the same cancer? She was a beautiful soul. I ask the Universe these questions frequently. Maybe the answer will come one day, maybe not. I will keep searching. Thankyou for reading, Marjorie.

Dream Big

mayurakshi — Sat, 25 Aug 2018 02:13:22 GMT

Miracles happen when you want them to.

Close your eyes, Take a deep breathe and see a dream. The dream will keep you going. Don't stop dreaming..don't stop loving and don't stop living.

Softly

Steven — Mon, 21 May 2018 01:59:07 GMT

Softly soothing

The aches and pains

Caressing and de-stressing

Releasing the toxins within.

Sending them to who cares where

Gentle slender hands

Working the bunched muscles

Calming the bodies woes.

Sound of music relaxing the mind

Aromatic scents cleansing the senses

Drifting beyond this realm

Deep within yourself.

Guided by the skilful

Led to an inner world

Of peace, calm , tranquility

That which we can seek and find.

The changing colours behind the eyes

Yellow so bright

Blue so clear

Purple, lilac too.

Who are these angles with the skills to cleanse

Slowly re-surfacing

Embrace the day

Refreshed , relaxed.

January 2016.

(dedicated to those gifted in the art of relaxation and healing)

Re: Let Your Tears Fall

Steven — Thu, 10 May 2018 01:59:15 GMT

Chris,

How beautifully put

Every Heart we touch

Steven — Thu, 03 May 2018 00:13:50 GMT

Each lifes journey is different yet the same

We are born, we grow , we learn

We love, we fight, we cherish

Our friends, our families

Never knowing what is in store

Edging closer to the distant shore

When we are finally no more

Just a memory to those left behind

All we can hope is to leave fond thoughts and dreams

A little of us in each and every heart we touch

January 2013

A year after the start of my continuing journey

Re: Survivorship

Steven — Wed, 02 May 2018 23:14:24 GMT

Beautifully said Adrian and my journey would be a lot worse if it wasn't for my lovely wife, who is beside me very step and stumble of that journey

Survivorship

Adrian72 — Mon, 23 Apr 2018 05:57:05 GMT

'No relationship is all sunshine, but two people can support each other, share one umbrella and survive the fiercest storms together.'