It was something I did often back then, so to speak. I can tell you now though that I have since then let all of that go and confessed my secrets to those that I kept them from :). After I finished treatment I let alot of things go. I have been given a new lease on life and it feels great! It was so frustrating and upsetting when they changed the dates, its not like changing the date for a work meeting or family gathering, it is changing the date of what will be the rest of your life in a way, but I have done the treatment now and I have recently been given the all clear so it does not matter anymore. It must be difficult knowing that the resources the doctors need to perform your husbands surgery are not at hand. It is much the same here in Sydney, there is a lack of oncology units and patients are crammed in at every hospital waiting for treatment. Chemo effects everybody differently, my side effects were felt almost as soon as I started treatment, so your friend might be lucky, but some side effects won't come on until after a certain period of time. Like life, treatment is also unpredictable and positive thoughts are a must. Your support is greatly appreciated, and may I return it to you with my support. I hope everything goes well with your husband's surgery and your treatment goes well, and if ever you need to talk, or want to ask me something please NEVER hesitate to get in contact with me.
All my positive thoughts to you today,
Joshua
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