Having only started looking at this site and blogs, I am amazed by the experiences of others. I feel like a whining child, ( despite being an adult). Watching dad die is harder than when I or mum had cancer, we survived, whereas he won't. But the time spent with him is very special. The health system is amazing and extremely frustrating. Battling with the system, when time should be spent with dad has astonished me, new t it all I guess.