It is confronting to watch someone young, strong & capable disintegrate in front of your eyes.
Today's a bad day, Ben got up to make breakfast (he loves to make food for his family- that's his passion) He cleaned up, went outside for 5 minutes to clean up after the dogs & has limped back inside to go back to bed.
He's struggling to walk, it's painful to watch.
It's hard to stay positive, but I am trying! I need to for him.
I clean, & I clean & I clean
Distraction keeps the mind free of the "what if's"
2nd lot of avastin tomorrow.
