As each day passes, I see my mum's health gone from bad to worst.
My heart ache but somehow at times, my brain suppresses and blocks it out.
I cry when I'm alone (driving home from work especially)
I'm starting to pull myself away from meeting or seeing my friends.
I refuse to talk about it with any of my friends because I know that any comfort words would not make me feel better.
Is this normal? I am so scared at the thoughts of losing her. Am I handling the situation right? I'm scared that I'm not dealing with it or worst, in denial about it.
