Today has been 3 months since he passed and life has not gotten any easier.
You don’t realise how much you relied on that person until they are no longer here. Spending 24 years with someone things just seem to work.
Now all the decisions I have to make are mine and I didn’t realise how hard this would be. Being so out of touch with the world after years of careing for someone it’s hard to reconnect with people.
