I feel like I am drowning.
I can barely take a breath before I am pushed under the water again.
All my energy, physical and emotional, goes to try and meet the needs of our precious sons. There is only a little left for hubby and me.
I am withdrawing again and even though I need them the most, friends don't reach out to me and I don't have the courage to reach out to them in fear of them letting me down again.