Today I am having another bad day. Darryn woke up with a headache this morning and is in a bad mood. I don't seem to be able to cope with it when he gets like this and it seems he is more often in a bad mood more often that not these days. I know he has a lot of worry and I should be able to support him on these days. Why can't I keep it together for him. I think its because I have had so much sadness in my life and my health is not very good these days with having fibromyalgia, arthritis and constant pain in my neck. I makes it hard for me to be strong for him and it upsets me that I can't stay strong. That is my problem today I think, he got up feeling like crap and so did I but I couldn't bring myself to tell him I felt just as bad as he did. Anyway, I have to go send my Mum an email. She is in hospital and I am not up to visiting or ever calling her so I will opt for an email. 🙂 I love internet, I can smile even when its the last thing I can bring myself to do. 🙂
Cancer Council NSW would like to acknowledge the traditional custodians of the land on which we live and work.We would also like to pay respect to elders past and present and extend that respect to all other Aboriginal people.