Hi! I'm in a funny place at the moment with my cancer treatment. I relapsed shortly after finishing chemo last year and have just finished 3 cycles of intensive chemo to prepare for stem cell transplant. I feel cancer free but am struggling with having to be in hospital for a month and, strangely enough, living cancer free. I have been on this journey for a year and I don't know how to feel anymore....I don't know how to stop thinking about it.