I was the breadwinner in the family . My eldest brother is a PWD . Both have senior parents who doesnt have insurance . So ive dedicated my life in providing to thier needs. Then this news came, it was so devastating , my mom is my anchor, life is so heavy and all this time she helps me carry life so easily. My question was like " why her? " why put this problem to us?. I didnt wanna lose her so i did everything. Dealing with cancer will hurt u not only emotionally, mentally , physically but also financially. We are not well-off i have lots of debts but her situation is not getting better. It feels like im in a borrow time. Last night i was praying asking God that if this whole situation is just a nightmare please wake me up i cannot indure this anymore.
