I have various forms of skin cancer and after having childhoodl eukaemia the C word scares the living daylights out of me. Every spot, every ailment, every illness I think may be cancer coming back and I have a dooming paranoia that I am going to die early from either cancer, or the heart condition my chemotherapy suspectedly caused. Its not something I will ever get over psychologically and my only hope is that I can live a happy normal life without this coming back with avengeance. I will be forever removing everything from my skin I can and its starting to disfigure my head with noticeable scars on my scalp. I just came in here to share my story and am waiting on my next surgery that wont be my last. ... View more