Hi Xandra, Thank you for joining our online community and for reaching out. Cancer takes people on an emotional rollercoaster, as you mentioned with lots of ups and downs. You feel overwhelmed and more and more questions pop up in your head every time. Handling emotions is never easy, and it would be a good idea to talk to a professional if possible. If you live in Australia I would suggest calling our support and information line on 131120 between 9 -5pm to find out if there is suitable emotional support available for you. I am also sharing with you a booklet explaining emotions and cancer I hope you find it useful.   https://www.cancer.org.au/assets/pdf/emotions-and-cancer-booklet   https://www.cancervic.org.au/get-support/living-with-cancer/emotions/emotions-overview.html   Kind regards Susana Cancer Council  Online Community   ... View more

Hello there🤗 A negative reaction to Oxaliplatin; such as difficulty breathing and gasping for air, can be severe and terrifying. In your case; emergency response; steroids; and oxygen all helped to settle your breathing. It is important to mention this reaction to your oncologist since they may change your treatment strategy. ... View more