Dearest Kim, my thoughts go out to you. Although my diagnosis is different to yours, trust me, those feelings are totally normal.. And can be soul destroying. You have to find the positives and try to block out the what ifs. Its sad to know you are going through this with minimal support. Id love to share my story with you, as i  know exactly what youre going through. And im a good listener. Take good care of yourself, im here if you need to chat. Many hugs to you, Greg ... View more

Hello Fantasma, It is great to hear that you have been cleared from your cancer diagnosis. At the same time I am so sorry for the loss of your friend. It may take some time to adjust to a new routine, away from hospitals and tretment centers. Please do not feel guilty for being in remission, as you have endure your own journey, which is never an easy one. I hope others in this community would like to share their own experiences with you. If you struggle emotionally and are an Australian resident, please call our support and information line on 131120 to check what support is available for you.   Best wishes Susana Cancer Council Online Community ... View more