Hi everyone...............im new to this forum. I have had breast cancer this year, followed with chemo and radiation treatments. Finally finished everything on October 25th. YAY Now the next faze of Tamoxifen. I went through the chemo well when i look at others. I had lots of family and friends support and help. Radiation was somewhat easier bu not kind to the skin. I was brave,positive and did well through the whole process. Now I feel like I have fallen apart. Anybody else struggling with moving on. I find im angry , sad,frustarted,scared all at the same time. I dont know how to explain it to family and friends and push them away a bit trying to work it out in my own head. I work from home and have continued this through treatment. I walk my dog everyday. Have returned to gym and even taken up yoga. I am trying hard to do all the right things, but just cant stop this cancer scare controling my inner thoughts. I have a husband and 3 girls aged 18-16-11. They have been great thoughout everything , but now im just grumpy or sad. Not much fun for anyone here at the moment. :-( Anybody else struggler with this? ... View more