I am very angry that I have been taken off treatment , especially at this time of year  doctors reasoning was its about quality of life not quantity . I feel like he has too many patients and not really looked into me properly . I never had any problems with chemo   I lost my hair and have tingly fingertips that's it when I wore my wig nobody would have guessed! I had decided to stop putting my life on hold and study teaching mext year  just in case I did survive  then he stopped treatment at the time I was just about totally recovered from a fractured heel and asked if he presumed I had had enough because my fitness level had been affected by injury  though I was planning to join gym he said not. Just that he didn't want to do any irreversible damage an it wasn't shrinking anymore  well!! Since it stopped tumours quadrupled in size and my life is horrible  I can't do more than one thing a day and cough up sputum just about non stop.  I truly feel I would rather be dead  I don't get it in the movies it's always the patient that asks to be taken off treatment   Shouldn't it be my choice if I want to take risk !? If I'm going to die shortly anyway who cares if I lose my hearing in future lol i would rather have quality of life right now  for my last family xmas     ... View more