Hi I had treatment in 2007 and finished in May 2008, and like you I fear the Cancer coming back, even at the slightest sign of a cold or an ache in the bones I think what if what if...but I still wake every morning and think ok I feel fine go on with your day...but sometimes it so hard.......I am back at work full time and at times I just feel normal and at times I feel fearful things upset and I feel what is my future going to be...where is it heading to...I am learning to live a day at a time and laugh at things as much as I can! because life laughs at us all the time.. Take care all ... View more

Hi This is my first time writing on the site. Steve sometimes I found that people just didn't and still don't know what to say..I normally hear comments like How can you keep on smiling and be happy..people just don't understand how we feel most of the time and that everyday can be a challenge. I have some friends that will always be there for me and some friends that keep the distance too...I go on trying to do the best in living my life after cancer and take nothing for granted... ... View more