It was scary, now that I can think about it with a bit of perspective. At the time I think I was just hanging on, hanging on and hanging on. I made sure I kept turning up, that's about all. I possibly went into suspension for ten months (April 07 to Feb 08), kind of like a hibernation. It effected everything and everyone, but I had to protect myself. That's the way I remember it. So, I'm writing about it now. Going back over that time is very demanding, I get exhausted after I've uncovered something I want to write about. I'm probably experiencing the real emotions now, more so than then. Interesting. H ... View more