Hi Linda, your so right, it is so individual and there isn't many people which know how close we where. It must of been extremely difficult for you losing both your parents so closely together, I really fill for you. Remembering the good times seems to make it worse and gives me anxiety at the moment and can't see it changing. I am in NSW and my family are in Queensland, they call every day, they have been a really great help. I am so scared for my future and the hurt I feel from missing her. I so wish this just a bad dream. I am trying to keep busy with work but I just cry on and off all day at work and all night. Trying to look after myself and sleep but its easy. Thanks for listening. Andrew
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