I had bowel cancer removed April 2021 and chemo for 6 months after the operation My last chemo was On Christmas Eve 2021 I really thought I have done it because I felt good went back working life was looking up but now everything is crashing down I had couple of scans what came up with cancer in 2 lymph nodes One close to the lung one in the bowel area doctor said they can't operate or do radiation therapy so they going to try another 6 months of chemo I'm lost and confused and scared the first time I had Chemo I was okay and didn't think Of anything but now I'm falling apart crying at different times it just happens I don't wont to be dying at my first chemo I had to use my super to pay rent and bills but now I have nothing unfortunately centre Link payment won't be enough to cover my rent and bills so another thing on my mind I could loose everything now I don't want to move from where I live last chemo treatment I didn't work for 9 months if this happens again I'm sinking down a black hole and no idea how to get out  ... View more