What do I feel?
I feel everything and I feel nothing.
I feel exhausted, emotionally, mentally, physically and socially.
I feel frustrated, angry, ripped off and cheated.
I feel scared,I feel sad and I feel like I haven't taken a breath that completely fills my lungs for the last 14 months.
I feel like I want to cry an ocean of tears and yet none come.
I feel useless.
I feel empty.
I feel resentment and resentful.
I feel lazy.
I have nothing to give, I'm all out of everything.
I am numb.
