My heart is breaking, I lost my Mum 11 days ago after nearly a 12 month battle with pancreatic cancer. I dont know how to cope and am finding daily jobs impossible. I have to go back to work tomorrow and am not looking forward to it at all. My girls went back to school today and my 11 year old cried all morning getting ready.
I feel so empty and nothing feels right. People keep telling me it will get easier and that at least mum is not suffering anymore. I just want the pain to stop 😞