It's been 12 days since my husband and Father to my 2 kids has gone...
Today I started to make the inevitable ph calls and now I just feel sad...
He has gone, it feels more real today!
Centrelink asked how old he was and I said 35... they sounded so shocked after I told them he fought hard for 7 months with stomach cancer.
But at any age losing someone you love is always going to be hard.
Some days I don;t want to be head of the household.. somedays I want someone to take care of me...
But I have 2 little souls relying on their Mum now for everything... I am everything they have now..
It's lonely... but I'm sure there are rainbows coming... just keep looking up not down or I shall miss them.
Thanks for all your messages of support.. you all deserve lots of cyber hugs!!!
One day at a time...onwards I go ready to begin this new chapter in my life
