had surgery 10 days ago, path report was good, tumour removed and the small vaginal tumour was 'probably' a hemangioma.So go home, sore but ecstatic!! no further treatment neccessary!
Today surgeon called me. He was very upset. Some late path results came in, the vaginal tumour was not good after all, so I will have to have radiotherapy.
I told my daughter... she's a doctor, also expecting her first baby in the next 4 weeks. We cried together.
I feel a bit lost here. I know radio is the last call on this LMS.
There are so many of you out there going through this and much worse, and I feel a bit guilty about being so completely sorry for myself.
There are lots of things I need to do, but it's a bit like waiting for a bus, I get to see the radiotherapy specialist on Friday morning at 8.30am but can't really think of what to do until then.
Cancer really messes your head up.
