My husband has been gone 11 weeks today.I miss him so much. The days do get easier and the crying well....I am doing well much better than I thought in fact I am proud of myself. I played songs today that were played at my husbands funeral and managed to listen to them without the tears.I sometimes describe grieving as a disease because it comes to you without warning.One minute your laughing next the tears will appear.Today I have felt really good but after finishing a conversation tonight with my 86 year old father in law it happened the tears.I absolutely hate the cancer so much for what it has done to my beautiful family.....tears again.....
