well my chemo starts tomorrow Gemcitabine and Cisplatin 6hrs connected to a drip. Scared of the unknown reading the pamphlets and all the booklets they give you trying to remember what I have to. Scared also as I have only 1 properly functioning kidney, to be honest I think I am a mess sometimes I feel as I am damned if I do and damned if I don't is this normal or me over reacting.
Thanks all for letting me vent
Andrea