If I make myself too busy because it is breaking my heart then am I less of a carer?
If I get anxious when his body starts to fail and get cross at him am I to blame?
If I routinely give him his meds and not just take a minute to chat does it make me hard hearted?
If I at some time during the day find myself thinking about something other than cancer then do i deserve that luxury?
If I sit alone and cry when he needs me the most am I being selfish?
If I don't take the time to get his food right because my kids are into mischief am I being too blaze?
I'm just trying to make my way through this with you the best I know how... wish there was a rule book but there isn't. Be patient with me, love me and above all... let me help you....
