managed to get through xmas and new year madison and i both had some moments which are now coming a little bit more often. I got the death certificate today which made me feel sick even though i saw him you still dont want to believe.The tears are flowing alot more as you do start to know that you are not waking up from the nightmare.
when we were shopping our 5yo turned and said didint dad tell you all the time to keep your bag zipped up i hope there are more moments like that.
she has been told when you look up dad is the brightest star up there.We miss him.
