its been just over a month and today is a bad day... it all started a few days ago i started to become lethargic then today i eventually broke down n pretty much cried all today. I miss him so much... i want to smell him again, to touch him, to have him hold me... when i used to get upset over him dying he'd console me and hug me so tight it was like instant relief. Ive been walking around the house moping and crying and both my parents have ignored me! My dad is in a terrible mood and my parents are just ignoring me while i bawl my eyes out... its like they cant be bothered hearing it anymore.. dad even told me to f off while i told him to to just stop slaming stuff... im just over this week and im so down because i was so happy just a few weeks ago.. feel like im back at square 1 😞
