Hello everyone. I am new on this website and not sure what I want to write. I think I want to scream, but then I think why do I want to do that? then I say, my dad has cancer. He is 90 but it makes it no easier to say he has had a good life, or he is ready to die since my mum died 8 years ago. Yes he wanted to go then with her, but he is still my dad and I do love him, and I know he is in pain, I can see it, I can hear it, but it makes it no easier to say He will die soon. I dont even know if this is the correct place to say all this. But I just started writing and it is all coming out.
I hope someone might answer me with something-anything to stop me hurting so much
