my fiance's cancer journey has been one big emotional hell of a ride.. im so over the stress, the worry, and whats to come.. i have lost so many friends over it, i feel so alone and empty... dont get me wrong, i wouldnt leave his side for a minute but i just wonder when i will ever feel 'normal' again.. my darling fiance is classified as terminal but has a real fighting spirit... i cant imagine whats to come.. it doesnt really hit me properly and im scared.. what happens if i cannot handle the end of it? what will happen if i go crazy?
very worried about it all 😞
