Dear Lynn. That is just too sad altogether for you ,,,
I feel your pain,,,
My husband just went in to hospital with high blood pressure one night and next morning was diagnosed with inoperable lung cancer! That was August last year.
I was devastated....and cried for weeks,,,,
He is still with me, And has not had to have chemo for 2 months as the tumours shrank...
But,,,,,,,we both know that this is not going to be the end of it.....
I wonder if you have Solace group where you live?...try to find Solace,,,,it is the most wonderful group for grieving people....
I will be heading there when the time comes...
Love and light to you,,,,,Susy