Hi Graeme, i can honestly say i know how you feel. I was diaganosed with thyroid cancer in Nov '07, I've had 2 operations then had iodine radiation I-131 which i had to be isolated for 7 days from my family, I have 7 young kids and found it really difficult to accept, i just found out that the radiation cleard up the cancer cells which had spread through my body, Im actually starting to feel a bit better lately, as most morning i wake and being really sick as the radiation seem to stay in my oesphegus { i dont think thats how you spell it 🙂 } Ive just had my next 6 monthly blood test to find out if it has spred anymore, plus i have blood tests every month, i just cant seem to mentaly get past this , the cancer i got was meant for over 45's, i was only 30 when i got diaganosed, things will get better but, i keep telling myself they have too. Hope you are feeling better, take care....