Hi Wombat,
It sounds to me that you and the family aren't looking forward to Christmas and you are getting into a panic about it. It's a terrible thing that your family are going through. I feel that you don't want to face Christmas when the time comes as it would be a very sad day for all of you.
I suggest to have christmas with a lot of people when the time comes as then you will feel happy and the day will just pass for you all. I feel for you too. Glenys xx each to the whole family
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