I have an ultrasound tomorrow , to find out what is going on with the ovaries etc doc is treating it like cancer till he finds out other wise , im so scared i feel sick ,  there is only me and autistic daughter left of the family , thought i had friends but i dont , i fear she will end up on the streets if anything happens to me . I try to hide it but she senses something is wrong and is constantly asking me if Im ok and if she is the cause.  Ive never felt so alone I dont know what to do  Im angry too , ive cared for so many others for so long now I need support and care and Im alone  ... View more

few months ago diagnosed with 3 types of arthritis since then diagnosed with invasive carcinoma ( breast )  had the lumpectomy, saw the doc , it will be 6 weeks as of 1st May when i see the surgeon again , and a week after that I see the oncologist.  I was told by the doc at the last appointment that its a small cancer and i will be given radiation and hormone therapy.   I fear that by the time i get trreatment it will be bigger or something.   I know my life isnt worth anything to any one cept my autistic daughter .  there is just me and daughter now , friends i thought i had i dont . i  didnt know depression could go this deep but it can and though psychiatrist has upped the meds ( last year) i ve not seen him since then cos I cant get there so I upped them myself but they dont help  isnt it so typical , spend your life helping everyone else then when you need help ........................... ... View more

Diagnosed with breast cancer 2 weeks ago i see the surgeon this week ive never felt so alone in my life, im angry after caring for so many others and running around after others ( friends i thought i had but turns out i dont) what happens to my autistic daughter when im gone we have no money , in a rental we cant afford  ... View more