I have stage 3 mouth cancer for sure and need tests to see if it's spread to lymph nodes ect. every day I try to forget , but it's like a nightmare I can't wake up from or actually get any help with. I have a phobia of needles and hospitals which Is making it extremely difficult to face it, I just want it to be over, looking for support because I can't get it from my family, they just try to run my life w.o. my say, I don't want them to make decisions for me when they need to be made by myself, but I'm at a loss on how to approach it, so I decided to look for support else where. I will check for replies every few days ... View more