Hello Erica55,
I am very sorry to hear about your mum's passing, it is never easy saying goodbye to a loved one specially mum as they provide us with a special attachment and sense of safety.
There is not much we can say to help you feel a little bit better, just allow yourself to feel whatever you need to feel, (Sad, angry, happy, hopeful) without feeling any sort of guilt.
if you are an Australian resident I would like to suggest calling 131120 number if you need to talk to someone or find more information about some of our services.
Sending you a virtual hugh
Warm regards
Susana
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