Youre so right about staying strong Cindi. I hope everyone has a safe and happy xmas, love to you all xox ... View more

Hello my dear friend, hope youre going well. Hows this weather, its actually too hot. Getting no relief from my little pool, its nice and cool up until around 10 in the morning then once the sun takes hold it turns into a hot bath lol. Oh well, hopefully we get that cool change later on. I really messed up on the weekend. Ive been really up and down emotionally lately, still coming to terms with my diagnosis and how my life has changed because of it. Well i made the poor decision to get on the beers, and now im suffering as i my liver has become painful and swollen. im really angry at myself as i have been so good for 3 months. Just hoping it all calms down again if i look after it. I wouldnt dare tell my doctor. Anyway its done now, have to move on. Are you enjoying the break from chemo Cindi, bet youre enjoying the gym. You might have a bit more normality in your life. Anyway, take care, G xox ... View more

Hi Cindi, great news about your chemo, and great to hear youre back in the gym. Some beautiful weather too, ive been enjoying the pool. Ive been going ok, have my good and bad days. Been struggling with a bad lower back the last few weeks, its an old problem but it really gets me down sometimes. Christmas is sneaking up on us, have you got your shopping sorted? Do you go away anywhere over the break? Im going down the coast to Windang again in February, i cant wait. 10 days out of Sydney will do me good. Anyway, take care, talk again soon, Greg xx ... View more

Hey Cindi, how are you going, just at home today trying to stay cool its so hot again today. How was your weekend, did you get up to anything exciting? I got myself a little inflatable pool on Saturday, its not that little actually, i can fully lay down in it as its 8 ft long. Best thing ever. Just put chlorine in a float and keep it covered with a tarp. Its heaven on a day like this. Did you get the big storm yesterday? I love a bit of wild weather, i think its exciting. Being at home and not working gets a bit monotonous some times, so any thing that breaks the boredom is fine by me. Hope youre feeling well, have you managed to get to the gym yet? Hopefully soon hey! Well take care, be good and talk to you soon   Greg xox ... View more

You seem like a very nice person Cindi, youre almost like a friend to me now xo ... View more

Yes, the weather is much nicer today, its been a hot few days. You take care and we will chat agai soon. Greg xx ... View more

Thats a shame about your house Cindi, i imagine that would be really expensive, not what you need at the moment. So you go for chemo again on Thursday? I hope it doesnt knock you around too much. Im lucky as i dont have anymore treatment until the new year, just blood tests. I sometimes forget i have cancer when i dont have to be getting work up procedures done, and stressing about the radiation treatment. Its good to have a break, but its still in the back of my mind that the treatment might not work. Hopefully it does. The water still has a **bleep** to it, but once youre in its beautiful. You just have to commit lol. Anyway, another hot day in Sydney today, and hotter tomorrow im hearing. Its not even summer yet. Good luck with everything, especially Thursday. Will be thinking of you. Take care, Greg xox ... View more

Hey Cindi, only stayed there a couple of hours, home by 1pm. Had a swim which was nice. Little bit worn out today, weather is really starting to warm up hey. Im glad youre feeling ok, you will be back at the gym in no time. Ive been living on salad rolls and electrolytes the last few days, trying to be healthy, good diet is important in repairing a liver so im really giving it a shot. Tried throwing a few baits out yesterday but no luck, theres too many idiots on jet skis flying about, I swear some of them go faster than some cars. I did a job at Killara years ago, it was a long drive to and from work, probably quicker getting a train. Have you been there a long time? Thanks for our chats, i really enjoy and look forward to them. Take care and chat soon.   Greg xx ... View more

Hey Cindi, im feeling ok thanks, like you just tired all the time. Yes it was a beautiful day in Sydney, im in Panania, where are you? Ive actually got my fishing stuff sorted and going down to Dolls Point tomorrow on Botany bay to just lay in the sun and have a dip.  Its been way too long. Do you have any plans? Hope you can get out and enjoy the nice weather. Hugs and a kiss, Greg ... View more

Cindi its so cruel how one day life is magic, were able to do the things we love. Even going to work ( i didnt really love working ) and being useful, making some money, meeting new people, just being able to have banter with my workmates, put shit on each other, you dont realise how much you miss it until its taken away. When your life is turned upside down. I feel for everyone in our situation. Its not easy. Ive been ok, due for blood tests next week, then again in another four weeks. I then have another lot of scans, and hopfully, there is some success and the radiation has reduced the size of the tumour. If not, i dont know whats next at this stage. Ive been feeling some dull pain in the top of my leg and groin near the injection site and pins and needles in my foot, also some sharp pain in my breast when i inhale. That might be some of the dose i had in my liver has made its way to my lung, which the doctor said may happen. Its still a bit of a worry though. I shouldnt complain, sounds like you are doing it a lot tougher than me. I did get some good news though, Centrelink have approved my application for disability support, so no more stressing about having no income at all. It is such a huge weight off my shoulders. Enough about me. Take care, stay positive, you will come out the other side eventually. The gym is waiting for you Cindi. I send you lots of love and a ray of sunshine. Greg xox ... View more