Hi,  after over 7 years stage 4 bowel cancer  treatments, my husband is now under palliative care team. Had a recent stay in hospice for pain management. Still trying to find a suitable trial however he has other chronic conditions impacting eligibility. We have two school aged children. I’ve been off work for months now. I feel I’ve lost who I am and lost any confidence that I can do this. I’m grieving him/have been grieving him and feeling so sad and so lonely. I can’t talk to him about it as my best friend as he worries about me and gets distressed if he thinks myself or our daughters are struggling. I am already seeing a psychologist regularly. Just seeking anyone else who is going through this or has gone through this. I also lost my dad 7 years ago to cancer.  ... View more