Hi Kristella, I know exactly how you feel. I have just lost my husband on 15 May 2011. He had oesaphagul and liver cancer which spread to the brain 18 months ago. The only consolation is that I had 2 extra years with him, albeit at times very difficult with the brain tumours. I had good friends around me for the past 3 weeks who will continue to support me as all family is in the UK, but now alone in the house, even doing simple things are a constant reminder. I keep expecting him to walk back in the door.
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