Good for you Inga....:)...I have a few flowering plants on my window myself and also on Saturday I got a gorgeous little ginger kitty(no name yet, suggestions ?) from the Welfare League to keep me company and to make me smile. He is the happiest, friendliest, most affectionate little boy and follows me everywhere and insists on cuddling up against me every night under the bedcovers. After a week of a crazy emotional rollercoaster, I made my way into work last night, praying that I would be emotionally strong enough to do it and not break down and have to leave. Well, it went wonderfully(with the help of a tiny dose of Valium ;)) and everybody at work was kind, smiling and supportive(as I believe in complete transparency about my cancer) and I woke up this morning for the first time and did not cry. I cannot tell you how much better I feel knowing that firstly that I have now gone into work and got through it and did not break down and feel a bit more confident financially. Also knowing that just as much as there are the crazy hard days, there are the days when I am dealing with it and feel great about the fact that maybe I can manage this and get through this. So here I am a week after being told I have cancer, 6 days of hell and one day of grace yesterday....so onwards and upwards with the help of my new mate Mr. Kitty Kat 🙂
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Hi everyone, I am new to this forum. I went to see gynacological/oncologist yesterday who found a cauliflower growth on my cervix. I am booked into the Royal Prince Alfred Hospital in 10 days to have an operation to determine the spread(if any). I do not have any family(both parents died years ago), have no partner and live alone. My best friend lives 40 kilometres away and is a single parent who works two jobs to support herself and the last thing I want to do is to have to involve her in this atall as her own situation is difficult as it is. My gynacologist told me that I would be having a hysterectonmy and probably radiation treatment as well. I am only entitled to a couple of weeks paid leave from work plus I work in hospitality and half of my income is generated through tips, which I do not receive if I am not at work. My gynacologist has told me that I will need to have somebody to care for me after the hysterectomy and I am at a loss as to what I will do in this situation. The emotional impact of all this has hit me hard(as it hits everybody hard)...but my greatest fear/concern right now is how I will cope financially and also being on my own during the recovery process. Being alone as I am, I am terrified at the thought of having to move out of my rented apartment as I cannot afford it , and also where will I go if I do ?...I have so many questions and fears right now. Also over the next few weeks, until treatment begins, I need to work as much as possible to bring some money in and at the moment I am an emotional wreck. The job that I am in is ongoing interaction with the public and also very physical and a happy and strong disposition is essential to my carrying out my duties and maintaing my income. I am feeling completely overwhelmed and am just praying for the strength to be able to at the least be able to work over the coming weeks and bring in some money to help me over the coming. Any comments /suggestions would be greatly appreciated 🙂
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Cancer Council NSW would like to acknowledge the traditional custodians of the land on which we live and work.We would also like to pay respect to elders past and present and extend that respect to all other Aboriginal people.