July 2011
Got my results back and it looks like things are well, Chemo is shrinking the tumors so now will continue with final 4 rounds due to finish sept 2nd 🙂 hoping it kills off EVERYTHING lol hears to us all still fighting GOOD LUCK AND GOD BLESS xoxxo
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June 2011
finally had my scan on Thursday and now just to wait till the 29th for results. Getting very nervous now 😞
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June 2011
Thank you everyone xoxo having a few bad days and the nausea just won't go away and there is nothing left to throw up but I am keeping positive and thinking good thoughts. Thank you Sam for the words of Xanadu 🙂 made me smile xoxo again thank you to everyone reading over this site and reading others fights makes me feel less alone xoxo
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Friday was my 2nd dose in round two of chemotherapy in the last 2 years. I am not sure how I am feeling at the moment as my Dr has told me that if they can not see the Chemo working after two doses then the hospital will not approve any more due to costs. 😞 I am trying to stay positive and strong for my children but my fears are all starting to come back and I find myself thinking "WHAT IF" ... what if it doesnt work, what if they tell me there is no hope. I am scared and feel like no one understands. My family do all they can to help me and are always there but I just have no one to talk to who understands my fears. And i feel horrible thinking "STOP SAYING THAT" when people say " u will be fine, ur ok, dnt worry, ur strong" right now I feel weak and scared and alone. I just need to vent 🙂 and hope that it's ok to do it here xx thank you
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