Hi Sandy,
Take one day at a time.. and feel what you feel.. positive, sad, courageous, annoyed .. whatever is right for you.
I have been there and done just that, felt a wide range of emotions along the way.
Seek help if you need it, whether it be from with family, through this site, support groups, advice from GP. You don't have to do it alone.
Been 5yrs since diagnosis for me and life is back on track.
Take care and best wishes.
Reindeer x
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