Hi Pamela, If its any consolation I am 'glad' to hear that someone else is struggling with the same as I have. No one told me just how absolutley exhausted I would be following treatment. My expectations were that I would bounce back and get back into all the usual things after a couple of weeks. NOT SO!! I have been SO tired (plus pain and dry mouth etc)that I can't seem to manage to do anything more than the bare essentials.
Because I didn;t realise any of that was likely I have been extremely frustrated and some what depressed with how little I can do and so I have just begun looking for answers, only to discover that a lot of this was to be expected.
I wish someone had told me sooner, it would have helped so much and I would have lowered my expectations of myself and thus would have coped better I think.
I am sorry for you, I understand exactly what you are saying.
One day at a time I guess.
A friend recently reminded me to try to find the things I used to enjoy and try to 'revisit' them - at least then it gives you a bit of something nice to think about.
Blessings, mg
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