Dear Smelling the Roses, I also can relate to how you're feeling. I've recently been diagnosed and about to start treatment, and I am disapointed that life has taken this course right now. "Best friends" are keeping a distance, my sister behaves as though I have a bit of an ingrown toenail, and there is much talk of being positive. I live alone, and I am actually quite relieved about this for the peace and quiet you speak of. It's my first time on this siteand I want to thank you and others for helping me feel not so isolated in the way I'm feeling. Very best wishes, Karinaa, ... View more