I am totally new to blogging. I have never done it before, but figured it would be a good outlet in forcing myself to deal with my mom's cancer journey. She was diagnosed with bladder cancer 3 years ago. Chemo has worked thus far, but she is in stage 4 and the chemo is no longer working. She is the strongest person I know. I cry a lot and I don't know how to face the fact that we will loose her and her fight is almost over. I have 3 children, 8, 6 and 10. I want to walk through this journey with my mom in a healthy way so that my children are able to deal with it. I am pissed off because it is not far that I will not be able to take care of my mom as an old lady. I just don't know what I should do! ... View more