Hi Melanie,
This is a tough time for you, I hope that you are coping with everything presented to you in the last few days and that your girls are also OK.
Your blog took me back 22 years to when I was 30, with two young boys and also witnessing my soul mate passing.....your words gave me goosebumps, reminding me of those final moments with my husband.......a rough patch of life.
You are correct, in time it will be OK, however the presence of one so close to you never seems to leave you. I still love my husband (even though I have remarried). I hope you understand where I'm coming from!!
Wishing you and your family comfort at this time.
Jill.
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